blogging is retarded. But I'm shitty at expression and straight garbage "at" creativity. Which sucks, because I am inspired by things and feel feelings, unlike most robots. What makes creative people tick? How does someone wake up and, without reflection, just paint something beautiful, pen a song or a story, or design....something. I wish I were party to the Promethean expedition and could trade in some of my talents for dour, sober analysis for an artistic spark. Let me take that back. I have moments of sudden inspiration, but the second step, actually turning the gears and expressing myself, is where I fall short. How does one get better at this? Can you?